Today, i bought flowers for Elle and my hair.
Recently, i have felt really happy. Since Mia has arrived, everything has just fitted into place. This is who and what i want to be. A mummy. Apart from the burgalary, we have been having a good streak of luck. It is very long overdue but things are starting to work.
I have a lot to look forward to in the next few months and my weeks are just filling up with lovey days with lovely people. I spent most of my time when Elle was younger stuck in the house and i just felt alone and abit lost but i suddenly have a new lease of life and i have a few lovely mummy friends who i meet up with every week. I dont think i have any days free for a few weeks and that is just how i like it now.
We our starting to plan our future and everything just feels secure and it gives me a funny feeling in my tummy.
I have also lost 17lbs since giving birth and feeling alot happier about the way i look. i just now have to decide what i want to do with my hair and tone up a little more. I am really enjoying working out again and being healthy and now i have Mia into a bedtime routine, i have the evening free to do my workout. Its just so lovely to have some "me" time again.