I wanted to share a story that has touched me for the last few years. Ava: Super Princess. The wonderful Sheye Rosemeyer's little darling girl who was taken far too soon from this world. She went of in search of some sweets from the car, shut the car door and couldnt get out. The heat in the car quickly killed her.
It makes me so sad to think of Ava and the thought that if anything happened to my girls, how i would cope. I dont honestly think i could! It scares me all the time to think they on one split second, they will get taken away and all i will be left with is photographs and videos but no touch or smell or the chance to kiss them again or tell them i love them one more time. It makes me want to video record every single second they are awake so i dont miss anything and i have all those memories to cherish. I just cant seem to capture as much as i want or need to.
I wish there was some comforting words i could give Sheye. I just dont know how to even start to tell her how heartbreaking it is to read her story and how brave i truly think she is. I have awful nightmares about the girls being taken away from me. I just cannot shake the feeling of sometimes.
Please take a moment just to read this postcard. Its just something you dont think would happen but it can and it has to hundreds of little lifes.
Sorry to post such a sad post but it has been something that has been on my mind alot lately and just the thought of it being Elle breaks me.